Journey with a panel of leaders through a storytelling discussion about integrated behavioral health leadership in a variety of primary care settings. Panelists will intimately share their lived challenges implementing integrated behavioral health in primary care to give voice and space to the scars that develop through leading innovation efforts. Panelists will also discuss strategies they have implemented to remain connected to their whys and values while enduring the difficult journey. Participants will have the opportunity to begin understanding the universality of professional suffering and its presence within integrated behavioral health teams. This presentation serves to remind participants that they do not have to wear their integrated behavioral health scars alone.